How can we make things better. What is the exact solution? How and what is the way actually that can make things better change and make it better day by dayy? Well is that possible in my life?
I dont think so. Its like I cant find anymore happiness I cant even find myself ever again. Im lost. Its like Im forced to become another person all this while. And now that person wont let me be myself again.
Whats wrong Ayys? Well I dont know. My heart is not as it used to be .
Now Im all crashed and torn apart and became an indecisive person. Im not me. This is not Aishah. Seriously. What happen to me? What made me like this? Since when am I like this? Will I have the chance to get my heart mend together again and be happy again like the old Aishah whos so cheerful and full of energy and lively. Fuck it. Fuckk it all.
♥ AyyShaaaaaaaaa :D