♥ AyyShaaaaaaaaa :D
MEMORIES I'll never forget...
Arghhh I dont know how to feel. Ive been having butterflies in my stomache for the whole day that I cant even eat. Dammnit!!! I just cant help it if I were to see him with other girls.. I noe this is foolish but stillll. Urghhhhh.
Im sorry Im really sorry I have to let go. Its not that I dont love u, its just that Im so down and confuse. I cant be with you, neither can I leave you. But things were getting soso much serious and complicated and morover its something serious for me when having a boyfriend. I had to let go. Thats like my only choice left now. Its not that I dont love you anymore, but its just that, there was tis upon of time when I realised things were slowly getting apart. All the happiness all the enjoyment all the care. All the secureness.
I hadd to let go this time cuz I dont want things to get any worse. This is like the limit for me after whatever happened. Its hard for me. Everytime I think about it. I just feel so dissapointed and devastated. And neither do I wanna keep holding on to this broken relationship cuz I dont want my Love so pure only for u to turn into hatred one day.
Its cause Ive promised to love you forever, And Im sorry for doing this cuz I have to keep my promise. And urgh. Its just so pain to ever imagine you with any girls. I just dont know what might happen now in the future. Its so devastating that a fun sweet happy love relationship turns into a disaster by the cause of some things that were'nt pleasant.
Ps: Im gonna try to keep thiings real and I wont stop loving you till you love another ));