`AyysBby.LollaRose`

2010-07-15T07:20:00.000-07:00

Today is a fucking irrits , shitty dayy for me. Nothing seems to be entertaining or funny. Sorry if my face was like dead n rotten during class bonding. Seriously, I feel that my suey moment is backk. EEeeeeee.

2010-06-18T08:32:00.000-07:00

I cant help it. Seems like this is the only place where I can express my soul. After what she did to you. And you know that it fucking fuckin hurts me alot inside. You still wanna accept her friend request? What were you thinking? That I dont fuckin mind?

Dammit. Shits. You dont seems to understand me at the part when it hurtsss me ALOT??? You said that it was nothing that you guys werent gonna flirt? Like you could ignore her friend request. Is that so harrddddd. Gosh. Heyy dont think that Ive forgotten everything ohkayy. Doesnt mean that Im smiling that Im laughing , my heart is mend. No thats soo not true. Theres no way Im gonna forget that if things keep reminding me of HERR.

IT. HURTS. A. LOTTTTTTTTTT.

2010-05-25T20:00:00.000-07:00

I really appreciate all those time Ive spent with you. I will never forget any of those time. You make wanna always forgive you and fall in love more with you everytime a day pass by. I can never forget you. And I hope you too. Everytime we argue I would like you to remember the past, all the sweet memories because that what makes me attach to you till now. And I use the sweetest memories to heal away the pain I felt everytime we argue. Everytime we argue I would pray to god to help give us a chance to be together. Cause you are too valuable to be apart from my life. I pray that he would give you the strength to change and be a better man, Cause you know that Im counting on you. And I want you to know that through our 1yr1month together, I had never turn to look at other guys just to escape from the pain Im facing in our relationship. I hope you will never everr give up on us babyy because you and me make sense. Without you, I cant see myself living in happiness. I LOVE YOU IQBAL. Youre the only one I need.

2010-05-22T09:52:00.001-07:00

I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE UUUUU!!!!!!!!

;)))

2010-05-17T08:58:00.000-07:00

I LOVE YOU. YES I DO.

Ure my laughter my sunshine my rain. Ure my everything.

LOVES

2010-05-12T05:00:00.000-07:00

How I wish My life hadnt been so Dramatic. Tskk.

2010-05-11T05:58:00.000-07:00

Dont everr erase me. Cause I wont.

Beautiful lovers

2010-05-11T04:21:00.000-07:00

U lied too muchh. And you twisted the story uve made up. Its confusing. But I still get it. I love u alots. Still. Its the past that kept haunting me and the lies I cant forget. Sad2 life Im having. Nothing seems to be as good as the first time we met. The first time we kissed. The first time we did anything. Nothing can be compared to all that.

2010-05-10T07:41:00.001-07:00

OMG! I LOVEEEE AFIFAHH VILLAROSA MOREEE LOTTTTTTSSS LOTTTTSSSSS !!

2010-05-10T07:27:00.000-07:00

I HATE MYSELF FOR BEINGGGG TOO CHEAP AND A WHORE TO SOMEONE I TRULY LOVES BUT HE DOESNT THINK OF ME AS HIS ONE AND ONLY THROUGH SUNSHINE AND RAIN.

I STOPPED DOING STUPID THINGS CAUSE I REALISE HE WAS MY LIFE AND THE ONLY REASON I WANNA LIVE.

I THINK ABOUT HIM ALL THE TIME WHEN IM SAD ANGRY HAPPY.EVEEEEEEN DURING BAD TIMEES. I THOUGHT HE DID TOO.

BUT I WAS WRONG. IM NOTHING SPEACIAL AFTER ALL. IM THE WORST GIRL HE HAD EVER MET.

2010-05-09T04:13:00.000-07:00

My Bbygirl !

I miss those tymes when we eat together late night, when we would fry nuggets and hotdogs, when we watch youtube together, when we watched iluminati, radit and jani, lady gagita. I miss it when we talked before we went to sleep, when we would change evrytime we wanna go out, get knocks on the bedroom window, slacking together, smoking together, drinking together, talking about boys, dissing boys and girls, crying in frnt of each other, laughing together, cleaning the room together, snatching blanket from eaach other at night, when we share our stuff, miss trying your clothes wen ure nt hme, miss sleeping together, miss eating together miss everythinggg. I really misses all those tymes. Though we part just minutes agoo ;(((

I hope you wont forget me when we're far apart. I really misses you Bodoh.

Hearttttttxx(!) Nur Afifah Villarosa Binte Zuraimy Bin Zainudin. <3

2010-05-05T09:38:00.000-07:00

Imagining me and hubby. bwahahaha !!

Used to...

Years to Comeeee!! cant wait1 Yum2 :)

2010-05-05T09:30:00.001-07:00

BbyBal and meee! :D

*Hearrtttsssss*

2010-05-05T09:20:00.000-07:00

My BalBal is the only BalBal who loves to ~~Jizz~~. Active masturbator ever. Thats hottiely pathetico.

But who cares. He said thats part of his boring moments routines.

Ohgosh.

Who could ever wonder what a guy like BalBal loves to do? Eating junk foods from morning

till night. Thats so unhealthy. But he doesntt care. So am I. He wants to kiss me. But too bad

I see you in ur dreamm . K go sleeepp !

Wetdreamers grinding with Tyra! ;D

Lovvees, AyysbbyShex

2010-05-05T08:54:00.000-07:00

Tomorrow BalBal is fetching me from school. Pls dont be LATE. K da ;D

2010-04-23T22:40:00.000-07:00

Deep within the Piscean beats the heart of the diehard romantic. Loving, tender, and exceptionally giving, this sign cherishes intimacy deeply. They are passionate lovers that need to feel a real connection with their mates. Quick flings and superficial interludes do not bide well for the Piscean whatsoever. In relationships, they are fiercely loyal and doting. They love to give gifts and to make the person in their life feel like a million dollars. Nothing is too good for the Piscean's love interest!

2010-04-23T22:01:00.000-07:00

Piscean imagination and poetry provide needed relief to Virgoan common sense, broadening horizons which would otherwise become monotonous. These two individuals share an open-mindedness which would promote discovery, and they may find a way to be happy together. The Piscean can sense the Virgo's desires intuitively, which is ideal for their sex life. If the Virgoan respects the Fish's mysterious inner depths, he or she will derive great rewards from Pisces. A sense of love is one of the gifts both individuals possess.

Hahaha. Just so funny.

2010-04-23T07:03:00.000-07:00

I could stay awake just to hear you breathing

Watch you smile while you are sleeping

While you're far away and dreaming

I could spend my life in this sweet surrender

I could stay lost in this moment forever

Well, every moment spent with you

Is a moment I treasure

I don't wanna close my eyes I don't wanna fall asleep

'Cause I'd miss you, baby And I don't wanna miss a thing

'Cause even when I dream of you The sweetest dream would never do

I'd still miss you, baby And I don't wanna miss a thing

Lying close to you

Feeling your heart beating

And I'm wondering what you're dreaming

Wondering if it's me you're seeing

Then I kiss your eyes and thank God we're together

And I just wanna stay with you

In this moment forever, forever and ever

2010-04-22T10:54:00.000-07:00

What the fuck is going on actually??!!!? I dont understand this whole fuckin situation and it makes me crazyyyy!! K da. brrrhh

2010-04-21T06:53:00.000-07:00

MEMORIES I'll never forget...

Arghhh I dont know how to feel. Ive been having butterflies in my stomache for the whole day that I cant even eat. Dammnit!!! I just cant help it if I were to see him with other girls.. I noe this is foolish but stillll. Urghhhhh.

Im sorry Im really sorry I have to let go. Its not that I dont love u, its just that Im so down and confuse. I cant be with you, neither can I leave you. But things were getting soso much serious and complicated and morover its something serious for me when having a boyfriend. I had to let go. Thats like my only choice left now. Its not that I dont love you anymore, but its just that, there was tis upon of time when I realised things were slowly getting apart. All the happiness all the enjoyment all the care. All the secureness.

I hadd to let go this time cuz I dont want things to get any worse. This is like the limit for me after whatever happened. Its hard for me. Everytime I think about it. I just feel so dissapointed and devastated. And neither do I wanna keep holding on to this broken relationship cuz I dont want my Love so pure only for u to turn into hatred one day.

Its cause Ive promised to love you forever, And Im sorry for doing this cuz I have to keep my promise. And urgh. Its just so pain to ever imagine you with any girls. I just dont know what might happen now in the future. Its so devastating that a fun sweet happy love relationship turns into a disaster by the cause of some things that were'nt pleasant.

Ps: Im gonna try to keep thiings real and I wont stop loving you till you love another ));

2010-04-21T03:50:00.000-07:00

If he misses you, he’ll call just to hear your voice. If he wants you, he’ll say it. And if he cares, he’ll show it. If he has a thought about you, it will come out of his mouth. If you are on his mind non-stop, he will do anything he can just to see you. If he truly loveeess you, he won’t let anything get in the way/happen and would fight back just to keep you in his arms. If not, he can’t be worth your time because you’re obviously not worth his.

I Liked this.

2010-04-21T00:48:00.000-07:00

I dont wanna imagine whatever happens behind my back. It just tore me apart. I really dont feel right about that girl. Hais. It was never easy for me to let everything go away just like that. It really never was. Im just urgh. Its never like last time where it was mostly just about the 2 of us. All that just faded away slowly, though I tried so hard to keep us together. Had you coming to my house and meeting my family. I was rly serious but not anymore now. All that future hopes Ive made just vanished. It was indescribable about how I feel. Rly. I really hope you wont do anything with other girls cause tt might hurt me the most. I just wanna have a more relax and not complicated life right now though I dont know when will that be.I hopeit will be fine.....

2010-04-20T19:59:00.000-07:00

Dont any bitch fuck or slut around with my ex-boyfie. Cuz hes not worth Your toy. You dirty Bitxches!!!!!

Maybe one day u'll realise who are taking advantage of you . And you will regret losing everything you had that was perfect.

2010-04-15T10:09:00.000-07:00

Cant wait till its tomorrow hahha Loner Drunker. fuhuu.

I wished I was crushed like that. Thats awesomely worth the pain Im feeling. Shokk sia.

2010-04-15T07:00:00.000-07:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HCoaSxqb13Q

ILOVEITYEA. ):

2010-04-14T23:19:00.000-07:00

Friday Night Im gonna get Drunk and Drownnnn at Reservoir. Wohoo ! Cant waitttttt!! Dont any1 Kepo. Escpecially Fi =.= hehh

2010-04-14T04:27:00.000-07:00

2010-04-14T04:25:00.000-07:00

How can we make things better. What is the exact solution? How and what is the way actually that can make things better change and make it better day by dayy? Well is that possible in my life?

I dont think so. Its like I cant find anymore happiness I cant even find myself ever again. Im lost. Its like Im forced to become another person all this while. And now that person wont let me be myself again.

Whats wrong Ayys? Well I dont know. My heart is not as it used to be .

Now Im all crashed and torn apart and became an indecisive person. Im not me. This is not Aishah. Seriously. What happen to me? What made me like this? Since when am I like this? Will I have the chance to get my heart mend together again and be happy again like the old Aishah whos so cheerful and full of energy and lively. Fuck it. Fuckk it all.

2010-04-13T20:01:00.000-07:00

You said that Ive changed back to the old me. Well youre wrong.

I was just trying to socialise with people. I deserve to have friends of my own.

And yes now Im saying that Im not a slut. And Im never was. I was just friendly with people.

So were you. If you had accepted me for who I am than I would have accepted you for who you are. You kept giving me surprises. Terifying surprises.

What happen to you now? You dont seem to realise who you are.

Youre just too busy observing my mistakes. Some are just to stupid to be said.

Ever since we patch up things got worsen. Nothing seems better.Im not lying.

Its true. There were so much more hurt than love that I received.

Maybe you dont feel the hurt cause its me that uve hurting. Sometimes it got me thinking. Are we meant for each other?? Youre so ego. Only think that youre right. And its so fucked up cause I have to face everything.

Why the fuck does people always use me and take advantage of me. Or in the other word, slowly trying to take control of me.Now just go away from me. Just go awayy from me cause nttg is making me feel alright now.

To hell with love promises and happy forever.
Love just brings me ntg but emptiness in my heart. Fuck it !

2010-04-13T08:30:00.000-07:00

My Damnn Heart is still fucking ~~BROKEN~~ ! And its never gonna heal cause things never changed ! So dontt fucking think Im happy ! I cant even pretend it anymore you fucker !!!!!

2010-04-09T05:59:00.000-07:00

I'll love you forever..I promise that.

2010-04-09T05:57:00.001-07:00

I wished it were mineeeeeeee :DD

2010-04-09T05:17:00.000-07:00

Though things will never be the same... )):

2010-04-06T03:05:00.000-07:00

2010-04-06T02:59:00.000-07:00

Ohh maynn... )):

2010-04-06T01:45:00.000-07:00

This is Super Precise

2010-04-06T01:36:00.000-07:00

)):

2010-04-06T01:34:00.001-07:00

This is cool..

2010-04-05T09:09:00.000-07:00

The Song Mad' by Neyo is freaking meaningful like hell. K I just got to know the lyrics real well. Gosh *slapsforehead*

AFIFAHH VILAROSSA IS CRAYZIE OVER BOYZONE . goSH.

I misssssess u..

2010-04-05T02:04:00.001-07:00

Is this true? =/

2010-04-05T01:25:00.001-07:00

2010-04-05T01:24:00.000-07:00

I dont know what to do now.

Im feeling so confound.

Im not ready to be with you again nor Am I ready to be your friend.

I just hate it alot. What the hell should I do??

Till when will I be like this?

Im so Lostt and cold..

2010-04-04T10:10:00.000-07:00

If Im a slut.. Then what are you? Worse than a jerk? You took away my Yesterday and left me so cold. Great. I hope that wishing upon a shooting star that'll comes true is fake. You never see your mistake. You never wanted me to go back to the old me then what about you? Isnt it fair enough that if you dont change then I'll not change too. But its okay, Im not a slut to go around guys or should I say jerkss ?anymore.

Everything that happens is just not fair at all. I wished I had slashed my wrist and be dead long long ago.
And now it all just end here. Great. Wish you all the best and may you have the best girl in your life. If you dont want me anymore then thats fine. But dont everr come back to my life cox you've left me heartbroken. Thanks.

2010-04-04T09:23:00.000-07:00

I dont know what wrong Ive done.
I dont where to go now.
I give my bestest and this is what I get.

I dont know how to feel anymore now.
I dont know why Ive changed.
A little regret.

I dont know why. argh

2010-03-29T07:57:00.000-07:00

Oh so adorable. My bbygirl <3

2010-03-29T03:00:00.000-07:00

Im not afraid to try again. Im just afraid of getting hurt for the same reason.

2010-03-29T02:19:00.001-07:00

Bet I wouldnt think anymore noww :/

2010-03-29T01:55:00.001-07:00

2010-03-29T01:54:00.000-07:00

"A wise man once told me that if a guy wants to be with a girl, he would make it happen no matter what."

STOP PLAYING WITH MY HEART LIKE ITS YOUR DICK .

2010-03-28T21:25:00.000-07:00

Dear _______,

Hmms Im confuseedd soso confuseddd.

I dno what to do noww.

I dunoo who you are now.

Dont ask me what to do, dont ask me any questions cause my brain is numbed.

I dont know if its worth holding on now or worth letting go.

You got my heart ached everytime you hurt me.

With every problems arises by you.

How I wish I was badd sometimes so that people can feeel how they make me feel.

You make me wished upon a shooting starr, You know what my wish is.

Right now Im lost in my own thots, will you ever change one dayy?

Will you be the one to make me gain back my happiness?

How can I trust you this time even if u beg me to give you another chance.

Even if you promise or swear to god to change this time round.

Will you ever hurt me again ? thinking it was never really hurtful?

Can I trust you? Can I trust you?

Urghh. My brain is numbed. I cant be making decision now.

You got me heartbroken and thinking what love really is for you.

2010-03-21T03:38:00.001-07:00

I dont think Im e right one for him. fuck itt. Hope he gets e kinda girl who can go his way. fucking enjoy with hhim evry single time. Im too serious for tis. Goshh this is soo unfairrrrrrrr. haaaaaaaaa. How I wish I could change my lifeeeeeee or dieee nowwwww. ));

...

2010-02-03T02:26:00.001-08:00

I just hope that 1 dayy I lose my memories so that I dont remember any1. And just do my own thing. N dun any1 come disturb my life. Cooooooool

...

2010-02-03T02:23:00.003-08:00

I just hope that 1 dayy I lose my memories so that I dont remember any1. And just do my own thing. N dun any1 come disturb my life. Cooooooool

2010-02-03T02:23:00.001-08:00

I just hope that 1 dayy I lose my memories so that I dont remember any1. And just do my own thing. N dun any1 come disturb my life. Cooooooool

2010-01-28T02:23:00.000-08:00

Shoould I go backk to the OLD AISHAH or continue being the neww Aishah.. Hmmmm . Sometimes I just feel like giving up changing for someone who wont change for me. All those mdicines pills are the bestest friend/companion everr that I have in my life to calm me down when Im feeling fucked upp. Dammnn..

2010-01-04T02:48:00.000-08:00

Dearest Love,

I LOVE BALBAL MY MOST

SYG LOVES BABY

HUNNEYYS SUGA YUMMY

LICIOUS

PAPASHEXSHIIIIII !!!!!

MWAAAAAACCCCCCKKXXS

2009-12-27T23:20:00.000-08:00

Fuck Fuck Fuck

Todays plan is a total fuckk.

Everyone kinda perangai. Urghh.

Now IM freaking boredd at home.

Dont know what Im gonna do till night.

Pfffte. Gooshh. Why is everyone not there when I needed them uhh?

Whats wrong. Can I go die now? Pls Pls.

Haaaha. k thats enuff.

Now apee nak buattt nieeeee. Goshhh.

Miss BBy siaaa. Nabe Cibyyyyy

Loneliness

2009-12-15T03:38:00.000-08:00

Ahhhh maynn. I gotta saay that I feel so lonely and incomplete this days.
Its like my most important people were'nt there when I need them.
Its like everyone is busy with their jobs or their own things.
It kinda sadd sometymes being felt like you're all alone.
When your Phone does'nt even rings like half a day sometimes.

I really hate this feeling..
I meann I need my beautiful people around me.
Where is everyone now huh?
Like are you guys gonna fade away real soon?

And like when u guys need me, you just come to me.
And Im there to help and whatever.
Gosh. I dun wanna feel no regretion. Really.

Urgh, aye enough.
I just gonna do my own things now.
And yes, Always hoping things just get better each day.
HopeFully.

Ayys`

2009-12-13T21:23:00.000-08:00

Halo Halo
Woo Okay been busy lately yea.
Well, went to Sentosa on Saturday.
Best day of my life ! wohoo. haha.

Went there with Balbby ((:
Had a really great time though it was just for awhile.
But I really cant forget that day. hehee
Love youuuu huneyysh!

Hmm Okays, been bored the whole day.
Maybe later Im going oouutt. whee~
Buy some stuffs. Goshh theres a lot I had to buy I tell you.
I wannaaa workkk ! :(

Ermm right, yahh..
Projects are here accompanying me for the holiday. (F.U)
Pfft. And yahh theres a problem.
A frustrating thing where my group members kinda F.hard to coorperate and make sacrifices.
Dammit. I just feel that if Everyones busyy. Then lets just forget about doing the project uhh.
Like so everyone can go happy2 do their own things. kk?

If want to do a good job then atleast sacrifice time and coorperate for atleast 7 days wont be a problem guys.. We dont need to use the whole day, half a day will do.

Urgh, I just hope everything gonna work out well. Hopefully.

Aytes thats all now, Gonna update soonn.

I mish My BalBal :(

2009-12-07T04:56:00.000-08:00

Heyy hello people?

Hahahh, well glad to say that Im alryte with Iqbal now..
I hope everything will get better.
But Im ready to face any obstacles too. Hopefully (:

Well went to school today. Class was boring, well as per normal.
Ahha, and erm Get to council Bil. hahas.
After school went to toa payoh, chill around at this place.
Very stress-free kinda purrlace. Hahas.

For few hours then went back home.
Guess what?? Im meeting Balbby tomorrow !!
Hope I can make it. And Him.
Really looking forward to it baybeh.
Haha.Haaaaaaaa. Okays.

Haha, I'll blog more next time, Lets see what tomorrow brings ;D

I Sayang You Abg Iqbal ~
*LOLs*
Ayys`

Ahh what a Sundayy..

2009-12-06T03:29:00.000-08:00

Woo what can I say? Today is a total fucking boring dayy. K its been 3 days strait actually. Goshhh. The feeeligs ahh. Arghhhh =X Like wanna kill myself maynn. K yesterday is a sad2 dayy :( buttttt, thank god, we're Okay one again. I mean thats all Ive been wishing all this while. I was speechless yesterday, its like all I want is to just see his facee. But something unexpected happen.. But the ending was good. Im thankful to that. Phew.

I hope thing between us stay cool. Hope that Im like strong enough the next time to face any arguements and able to make it better. Arghh. Okays, I really miss himm.. );

Okays, now I dont know what to do. Maybe sleepp cuz Im like fucking boredd and fucked up. Urghhhhh. klah, thats all now.

I Miss Iqbal & My Bs

Ayys`

2009-12-04T04:43:00.000-08:00

Me and Him`

It was pain.. Too much pain I have to go through. We've been quarreling, yes I know. And we both dont wanna admit our mistakes. But still, I dont know what I've done that keeps us fighting. I mean I sacrifices, givess you all my hopes and love. And I hate it when people take it for granted. And another thing is that, love, is not just about romance. I mean its more important to have trust, understanding, commitment and Cares.

Now, all Im thinking is that, Im tired of all this quarreling and getting back together again and again. I just wanna be happy and be in the most sincere of relationship. Its hard fer me to let go of him. Fucking hard. I mean, I dont even think of breaking up, I just want him to change for the better.

I just dont wanna think of what gonna happen in the furute. All I want is to be happy as long as I can still be. So what Im thinking now is that, maybe I should just forgive him or else Im still the one whos facing the hurt alone. I cannot be without him for now. Everyone makes mistakes, not once, not twice but many times till we finally learned from each mistakes.

Therefore, I believe that Im still trying to learn the arts of love. Im still young, yes I agree. So everything is to be blame on me for being so gatal to have a bf. haha. But its Okay, cause I think for now, its the best I could do to make myself happy and also hymm.

Loving eu is never easy, but missing eu is the hardest~

Ayys`

2009-12-02T07:41:00.001-08:00

Okay I just dont know what else to say. what else to do. its been berzillion tymes we

have talked things out yet they didnt get inside your fucking head. Argh Im so

fuucked up more than you could ever see. Inside me is rotting . If only I could open

my heart up. I dont know how bad It'll looks like. Why cant you see your own

mistakes first before you wanna point out others mistakes. I mean if you want to

change people, make sure you change yourself first jerk. Argh. I've been sacrificing

too muchh. Yet he doesnt feel it at all. All he cares is only himself. Saying that hes

already happy to have me, thats a total lie fuckerr. You need more than that. Dont

ever considered my thinking is the same as yours oh-kayy.

We're different, fucking different. Get it? Why do you have to get jelous when I

took pictures with my guy friend and even Abg Azri??(a bus driver at sentosa, can be

my father) But that was like 1yr ago? I even change You can see RIGHT? And now

what? Heart pains that I went home with epok2. Fuck off lahh Nabe Cibyy. Thats not

the fucking right reason for you to even get jelous. He just a friend whom I walked

to the MRT together and we talk about whatevr2 shyyte. Not like we had any

PHSYCHAL CNCT.You are fuckin crazyy dude. What the hell are you thinking??

GOSH.

Rather than you having your Girl-friends arm wrap around you when taking pictures.

Haha. Happy-happy pictures I guess. Having a dumb girl byting your arms and like

dont feel anything wrong about it.Saying that she always asked you to sit beside her

when you're at work. And you even gave me a normal Facial expressionnn. I mean

Sialaaa thats what the correct reason for being jelous fuckker. And you still wore

the wallet she gave you. WTF maynn. You think you're always right? Fuck-you! Dont

you feel guilty using that wallet even when we're already together? Is that right?

What about my feelings? You say you gonna buy it when you have money. But you

didnt. You've broke too much promises mayn. You had money to buy food,

ciggarettes, outfits. Woo what else eh? Fuhh. Yet you dont have the thot to buy a

NEW fucking wallet. After much points being point out just now....

''Lets just pretend that this quarrel nvr happen'' . Haha, Fuck-you its always been

happening shyte. Now lets just pplay pretend like I need you desperately. hahas.

I LOVE YOU ? What the fuck is Love? Just your Fucking word.

2009-11-09T03:52:00.000-08:00

WohOohoo!

Heyy peeps!
Woahhh ! Its been a long timeeeeeeeee very very long timee sincee bloggg. Gosh.
Well kayy what should I type?
Hmmm, K school getting boredd. Everyones getting separated. No funn. Urghh.
I just hope that everything in school will be back to normal.
Hope so. )):

Aha! Balbby! haha name klakar.
Kayys, been quarrelling but Ok readyy.
Like so leceh right having relationship.
But takperlaa..Cause we/ve been together like 1yr+
But theres a break in between.

But ! I really treasure everything loadds :))

Ohkayys, Ayys Ayys...
What? haha. Hmms, Halamakk deyy.
Just now my attendance paper there is "create letter" -.-
Its oklahh, my family members all like that one.
I mean sis and brother used to get all that too. haha.

Alryteee yeaa, tomorrow gg to OCBC there at raffles with schoolmates.
Boring I should sayy. Haha. But! After that gonna merayap with friends .
Wheeeeeeeee :PP

Oklahh, thats all noww. Updates soooonnnss. Insyaallah . XD

Loveesss to all !
Mwahhhs !

*!AyysGunduNala!*

2009-10-01T02:02:00.000-07:00

Heyy people!

Ayys here and Bilabby is sitting beside me now!
Woo tomorrow is Somebody's Birthday !! Hmm (",)
Bil lar sey! Haaaa ! What to give her ??
Hahahahaa, Kay now shes complaining she walked long distance. Hahaha.

Wheee ! Kayy later wanna eat Icecream !
Yeayy! Hmmms Im so boreddddd now at homee.
Lucky Bilbby came with an icecream tub xD

Oklah, I'll update more next time.
Taqaires peeps !
Ayys mishh krgs2!

Mwachhhs! <3

2009-09-16T10:38:00.000-07:00

Heyhos people!
Arghh its been a long time since gue blog.
Gotta sayy, Im just not feeling that all happy with my life now.
Yess IqbaL, ofcourse, thanks for being there when Im sick
and thanks a lot lot for making my dayy.
Youre the only great thing in my life now.
Pfft, family sxcks. Im so not in the mood for Raya.

Mum have been such a bloodsuckerr.
I dont know why but shes been finding fault witme.
Goshh, bunoh diri jugak sia aku saatu hari. :S
Fxck Fxck Fxck. Thanks alot for not being there when I need u the most Mum.
Grr. Idiots. Hmph.
This year Rayer gonna be more shyte than the previous years all.

Cleaning the house is not fun after all, now when Im not in the talking mode with mum.
Argh, keep showing me the face that I feel like *Piack2!*
=X K Ayys, lax lax. . Ya okeh whatever.
Friends all ppon cam tak btol. Pft.
I can just go die anytime. =/

Alrytes, but whatever it is, to all peeps
HAPPY PUASER-ING.
Cause it gonna end soon. Hurray!
But its a sadsad thang :(
It'll be a year just to feel it again.
AND to enjoy eating dengdeng ;/

Ohkeys, thats all now.
Just hope things gonna get better soOns. Pls.
TakeCaire Everyone!

Much Loves,
Ayys`

2009-09-09T06:35:00.000-07:00

Wohoo! Hello peepos !
Wowww, yeahh its been like so long since I blog.
padahal few days only -.-"

Ahhh, Sweet Xscape.
A veryy enjoying night to remember.
Lots of grinding and dancing. Ooohhhh.Haha.
Ton around Clementi with friends at like 2am.
Go makan Nasi Ptayya.Yuummmm.
Talk and joke around like its 3pm when its opp.

Haiyoo. Ohya! saw a box of ciggarette at SP, someone left it perhaps.
There was like 6 or more sticks left. (Marlboro Menthol Spore)
Fuuhhh. Hahaha

And gyeahh, Juriani quite funny + sweet smile lorr. hee. and as usual my B FiBby crazy2 siaoo. Hee :D

Ahh, and I finally got my own Lappy!! *Lompat2OnSofa*
Wheeeee! Happy Mappyy lar seyy! =D

Right, and ohyaa, Im sickk! )):
Yesh sumpahhh. Haaaaa sad2 right.. Tskk.
Didnt go school yesterday BUT I got an MC Oh-kayy :P
Yeyy! Argh Mr Ta said I had to redo whole module of PAC again. Brrr Fine -__-"

Okay, yahh thats all !!
Love everyone!
Loveees,
AyysBby (;

2009-09-03T05:11:00.001-07:00

HelloHello,

Arghhh did my role play(atlast) just now.

Guess what? TotaL Shytes. -__-"

Pfffffts.

Right, after school we babes went to Natt BbbyVic house :P

Went to print OFA stuffx and watch moviesssssss. WooOo!

And sorry mum, I didnt Puaser :D

Hungry gilerr++no moodd ahh.

No Food=): See See.

Sadd siaaa.

Now Im effing bored to the Coree punyerhhh. Tskk.

What to do uh? I think I'll sleep early today?

Suree. Waitt, I feel like eating Double chocolate icecreamm.

YummYumm. Goshh, I wanna do something to my hairr ah.

Still haven't decide yett. -_____-" ..

K tomorrow go school just to sent OFA Doc.

Best ehyy? =X

Grrr.. And Oyahh ! Had a great time with Linda. Natt. && Bella !!

Awwww, see you babes tomorow!!

Tatas

Lovees,

`Ayys.

2009-09-01T09:58:00.000-07:00

Ahhhh, Finally went out with my dearest Bs..!

Ohh howw mchh Ive missed them loadds. And Yah ! Zul (workfriend) was there toO!

Thanx for the time spent guys.. :)

I really3 treasured it alot alot.

Ahh, yah. I met Zul.. then

went to fetch Fibby and head to

Macdonald cause it was going to break fast time already.

We had Mcspicy meal. *Yumyum*

After that went tuh meet Icebby! At Bugis Mrt.

We decided to do Sheesha-ing at Haji lane ;D

Woo its been a long time.

We talked and talked alot about what have been happening all this while.

And we joke around like crazyy monkeys. Argh its greattt being with themm. Thats why I really lovees them loads. We sit for hours and hours without realising how much time has passed.

Ohya! Sorry Icebby, cause we didnt ordered the fries you actually wanted so badly. )):

Though it was a short time spent together, I gotta say that

I really treasured this outing and every other single outings I had with you guys.

You guys are the best I could everr have and it really completes my life being with you all. *awwww* ;P

I hope our friendship would last foreverrrr. Nothing can replace you guys..

This is truly from the bottom of my heart (:

Lots of loves,

`Ayys

PS: I LOVES YOU Bs (;

2009-08-31T07:59:00.000-07:00

Haaaa...

Its been so boring and so so lameee latelyy..
Pffft. Im trying hard.
Arghh fasting month..Great..
I dont even feel like waking up to do anything meaningful rather than to go out or play the lappy. :X

Well, went to breakfast at grandma house today.
It was great though I was really hungry the whole day today.
After that went home and played with my sis's kitten.
Arghh I actually feel better loving an animal.
My hamster.. kitten.. cute uhhs.

&& also my brother's Rabbit :)

The cat, It was somehow scared++shy2 cause not use to the house yet..=S
But somehow I made it feel comfortable just now.
So, it feels good. Totally. :D
Now, Im thinkking of having ice-cream. Yummm.

(K Random)

Yesterday I dont know why but Ive been eating so much chocolate.
And kept finding something sweet to eat like ice-cream all.Yummmmayy
Food makes me Happy. (:

Rytee, pfft haix.
I dont feel like myself this few days.
But who cares.
Cmonnn Ayyysss, Start ur revision mann. Tskk.
Aytes, Insyaallah.

K I want loadss of moneyy, yes I do.

Lovees, Ayys`

2009-08-30T07:00:00.000-07:00

Ayte, I dont know what to say now cuz Im feeling real fxck up ryte now.
I just cant believe whatever happen, and the truth I got to know.
How can. How could you lied to me in the first place. I dont see a reason for you to lie.
Haha. Now I just feel stupid. And how foolish of me to have wasted my precious time all this while trusting you and always trying to be the best.
But as time pass by.. things got worst. So I had to let go before it gets worse.
Theres actually a lot of things that Ive kept inside me. I dont know how to tell ya this all this while Cause I was hoping you would realise something. But urgh. It didnt get any better. Sadly.

I really dont like it this way, but what to do.
I hate guys. Theyre just wasting my time and all those time spent. As a girl. I felt as if I had done something wrong over and over again.

I just dont understand it. Now Im just hoping I could concentrate more on achieving my aims in life. Even if I cant, I'll just gotta try my bestt. :)

`Ayys

2009-08-29T22:06:00.000-07:00

I Hateeeeeeeeeeeeee LOVE.

SpoiL my LIFE !

2009-08-26T23:30:00.000-07:00

Hello people!

Haha, Im in class once again. (;
Okay lets see, Today is the first day That Im fasting.
Hope I can make it. Gam-Ba-te !
haha. Now Im feeling hungry mungry.
I miss syg aload! :P

OOoooohya! yesterday had my OFA test,N suspect kuat Fail.
Sialaaa Lindaaaa, I ddnt do Pivot and Chart++ If fnx compared to Bil like manyy wrong.
Heee :D
So, Insyaallah larh ehy..hahas.
Okay, What Im planning tuh diuu..
Study my BZE & PAC.
Its a Must!! xD

And yarhh, argh I really wanna go K.L next yearrr.
With whoever other then my Familyy. =D
Hope my one wish comes true!

K thats random.
Ryte, knoww what? this puaser month is really tiring..
I've got aload of people asking me out.
That 1 nvm arh, $$$ also out out out. Tskk.

Current future outings: Tomorrow, 1sept, 9sept.
Alamak.. How how..
But goodlarh. Get tiu meet my friends! wheee =D

I mishhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh Evryoneeeeeeee!
&& sayangsGue ;D

Tatas! mwacksmwacks,
AyysBby

2009-08-21T06:38:00.000-07:00

Hello poops!
Ha-ha.
K Im fxcking boredd as you can see.
Urghhh, I lovess my girlfie(s)!
They are theeeee besttt! Always there to cheer me up. Thanks loads eu babes ;)

Ohya! It was Azreen my hamster-hamsty cutie Bdae :P
Haha, sorry for calling eu hamster. Lets call Jannah Tweety bird/.
Hahaha, urghh all my cute2 ISBians. xD

Woo, What did I do today?
Yea, went to hell(school) -___-"
Came back, relekk all then watch DvDs in my house with Bellabby.
Haha. I just feels like watching those scary2+romantic movies. Mcm sweet g2 :D
Wanna watch moree, but BiL gotta rush to meet some1..So yea..

Whee cant wait next Wednesday to go out with Bs againss.
Atleast I get to go out somewhere and reduce my stresses. Greatful enough they wanna ask me out .

Arghh, dont know what I wanna do now.. Suddenly feel alone..
Exept for my rascal brother beside me watching cartoon. Pfft.
Oklah, wanna sleepp but hear songs first!

Tata mwacksmwacks.
Loves, Ayys.

2009-08-15T09:14:00.000-07:00

AyysBby (:

Ayys & Bellabby :)

At work..Sentosa Admsn Ops .

At sentosa

Going job interview :P

Ayys loves Elmo;)

A simple Place to admire..

Ayys & Fibby :)

A friend to remember always.

Sec 4? Gosh =X

Ayys & Icebby :)

` Fxck Yaw

Some random pictures I've upload cause of Boredom.

I just want to be happy thats all?

Life is so unfair.

`AyysBby

2009-08-15T08:46:00.000-07:00

I just dont know, what does all this mean?
And where would all this lead to?
Im confused, not knowing whats happening.what Im feeling?
Things just were'nt right. Im trying yes I do.
Is it just me or is it....urgh. nvm.

Im just gonna go through it and see what happens next?
Thats the best I can do..
Though its not going to be easy..
Exam are coming..
Its best if I just concentrate on it.
Maybe. Iff I can.. ):

2009-08-13T00:57:00.000-07:00

ehyyy...Alamak.. cannot take it ahh. Miss him loads2 ahh.
But tgah merajok ni. Hmpfftt. =S
Lalala. Bored siolx.
Ehy 1st time just now during break time I really3 sleep!
Im like really in my own world ready,I didnt even hear bil and natt laughing2 all.
Woahh, and slept with contact lens somemore.
I didnt expect myself to really fall asleep.

Buttt! shokk lar seyy, Heyyss Im boredd..
Haiyarh. After school do what..?
I feel like meeting Fibby and go swimming ah..
Haha. But Im tiredd..
So how? dont know what to do yet..pfft

Klah, thats all lahh..
Mishh and lurp him lotx!
sape 'him' ? I dont know. Orang Giler
Huhuu.

:D

2009-08-12T18:30:00.000-07:00

Hello !

Im sitting in PAC class with a crazy girl beside me. Both sides/ (:
Behind also. hehehehe. wink2*
Deeanaa kesian ah dont have bf ):
SAD for you.. Takla. Action busy only. There she go again saying busy with cmb bze blablabla.
And elle jannah all keep singing some jiwangz malay song -___-"
hahaha. Gilerr I know. Im the most relax one ah I should say. ;D

Okayy cant wait for them to present CMB . HAHA. can kacau them readyy. Huhuuuu !
Especially DEEEANAAAA :P
hahahahahahahahahahahahhaaha.

Then came Bila..another crazy girl. HAHA .
Lalala, Im hungry mungry =D
Wanna eat laterrr, erm maybe nott.
Haha. k dalah. Thats all.

Loves, AYYS ;)

2009-08-12T08:15:00.000-07:00

Okay I gotta tell you that Heee ahh (ehem2) veryyy the naughty you know??
Hmmmfftts, find fault with me ah whole day..
Dalah step handsome, eee menyampah plsssss.
Then lazyy to go school.
Thenn wanna kacau me somemore. Grrr.
Then u know what he go smokeeee without me taw. kEmot. hmph tkpe2.
Now hes happily eating Swenson malam2 buterr -_______-"
Fish n Chip somemore. EEEeee. Bluekk.

And somehow he cannot accept that I cut hair freaking short and can spike2 somemore.
He say he dont want syg me anymore ): peyygedaahh .herhh
Da ah MRAJOK AHHHHHHHH ;(
Then somemore ask me blog bout him saying hes sexy lah handsome lah hot lah
caring lah. eeeeee Oh PURRHHLEEEZEEEEEEEE *muke kerek*
Herhh, I dont care ahh I mrajok rdy. Bye2 ah.
Go eat with 'girl' somemore. PODAA!

Pfftt, arghh mlsssss doo Bzeeeeee, Last paragragh is such a fucker.
I really cant do it, Im starting to type something different from what I wanna type.
Rubbish I tell you. Tsk. K nvm wanna serleeeep.

Ohyaa Bil ! thanx for accompanying me and the blanjerh2. Now I owe U a big 1. Gosh.
Haha. And Fibby! Gue miss lu banget dehh, cepatan jumpa sama gue yarh?

Muacxks2! Syang my bitxches.
Tak shayang him ahh. Bluekx! Herhh .

Bye2 !

2009-08-06T00:09:00.000-07:00

Hello Nabila !
hahah. Wooo! Im at school again now :P
Im sitting in the middle of Linda and Bil (:
Hehe. Am having OFA now, Boring. -___-

So yahh, what happened few days ago?
Me and Bil went to Bedok Reservoir to have a peace of mind.
It was really a worth outing yaw xD

K todayy Im not sure if Im going anywhere.. =D
SUCK! My sis did my hair sembarangan.
Pffffft . HATE IT!
And yahh, Im kinda sick of some bitches and sluts in my class.
Macam Iritating to the core lar seyy.
YAH REALLY. Serious speaking.
Frustrating to go school ahh..
Not my type of class seyh.

Urghh. K I miss him alots!
Going K.L on Saturday to Monday.
N Saturday is also my sis marriage.
wahh, busy right?
Hahas.
Bbby Ohh Bbby..
Im gonna misshh euu so muchh~~

k thats all, mwackx2!

Ayys<3Him ((:

2009-07-31T09:34:00.000-07:00

Friends...

Hmm.. What I truly feels about friends is that ..
I prefer having really goodfriends than bestfriends.
Because, good friends are obviouly not the nonsence ones and they are actually the one who could be there to listen to you.
Besttfriends are not always the best for me..

So I just wanna say that Fibby, Icebby & Bilabby..
You babes are gonna be listed under my gdfriends list.
& that ure just so special that I need to list it somewhere deep and hidden,
where noOne can everr erase these names.

I love You Babes ((;

2009-07-31T08:40:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BDAE ICE !!
Sorry didnt get the chance to celebrate with ya todayy.
K i was kinda fxckin blurr today when I woke up.
Hahs, I didnt went to school today..
And didnt even realise that Mr Tan called me.
But I was sleeping so didnt wake up.
Then he gave me a voicemail asking me of why didnt I come school
today and wanted me to call him back.
Eeuuww, Like eeuwww Who wanna call him sia.
Ayte I woke up around 1+pm I guess or later.
Then like reply to every1 msgs.
Then went to bath eat and started cleaning the house, helping sis with her stuffx all.
And I only had 1 donut and a cup of nescafe for the whole day. Pfft.Thats crazyy.

And about Ice, I didnt know what to do.
Its ur bdae but ure like waiting for him to ask you out, so erm
I dont know if I could have the chance to celebrate with you today.
So yahh..thats y..I was abit confused and lost ah today. Hee.

Im likee rotting mayn at homeee =/
And Bila ! IMYSM ! Gosh didnt see you today and saturday and sunday??
Mampossss. =X
And Fi busyyyy :(
K thats it, gonna lost my mind soonns =S
Boring seyy, BUTTT !
Lucky can msg my syg..
haahas.Phew, that atleast make my day. (;
Alrytes, wanna sleep now, K I know kinda early..
But Im BORED. So sleep uh. heee. kkkk bye!

Ayys misses her friends & <3-ing Him ;D

2009-07-29T04:56:00.000-07:00

HelloWello! (:

HEEEE =D
K yesterday get tuhh meet my lovely B thats is ICE.
My another Bestie. ahakz !
She came tuhh my house and we had dinner together, then later went to play lappy.
And thank godd, shes now okay again with her ahem* ;)
And FiFi ! manerr hilang?? haha.
Neverr msg mee.. hmmpfftt );
IMY yakknow.
Haaaa... K guess what? My sayang sick lar seyy !
Macam maneeee nak meet ni??....
Oh-My-Gawdd... *Sobs*
Rindu siolx. Hees.
Why manyy people sickk niey?? Pfffft.

Oh Dearr ! ICE bdae is comingg !!!!! in 2 days more!
MATI. havent got her anything yet. =S
Its okayy, Im gonna try find her something.

And yeah ! Had CMB test just noww, and its freaking merepekk like makcik jual kerepek. keropok? k same ehyys.
Ahyaa same. Haha.
K enuufff forr todayys .

Wanna go and relaxx awhile ! ((:

AYYS MISSSESSS HIM FXCKNG LOADS (;

2009-07-29T04:42:00.000-07:00

HeyHeyHey !!

Wheee ! Had a great time this few dayys !
Thanks to Nabila Sewel !
Hahaaa. N kinda pity, RAMONA, NABILA MISSESS EU ! =D
hehee. And yahhh, I SO Lurrrrveeeeessss Him Lotx ! mwacks*

Okay what did I do on Monday night?
*NABILA IS FREAKING HAPPY*
Ok thats random? haaha. She asked to type it. hee.
Hmm, after school went to meet someone really3 special tuhh me =)
After that went home and then later meet Bila at Macdonald.. (:
She had a haircut which was............. SUPERDUPERCUTEEE.
Yeaa, reaaallly! =)
Ahahas, then we went to the void deck, and did POA.
Thanks tuhh Bila for teaching me. Heeeeee.

OK ! Then we separated due to both wanting to have own privacy moment. :PP
Ohkay cant say more. haahas. =X
Yeaa, had a great night.
Ermm..Yea thats it !

Tata !
Loves, AYYS (:

2009-07-26T17:49:00.000-07:00

Hey!
Kayy again Im in school. Patheticc right.
At home too busy.
Hee! Well I reallyy starting tuhh miss my Bs ready!
N HIMM. =P
Hee. OMG i didn't know my Dear Bs got loads more problems then me.
I just wished I could help them no matter what.
I just dont wanna see them sadd ya know..
But whatever it is, really had funn yesterday!
And a really deep conversation with them, quite emotional one.Almost cried/.
Fuhh, then later saw 2 crazy guys who are Keem and Hafiz.
Haha. Goshh I really miss them uh my Best Bs. They're still the most precious gift of my life. ;)
Im looking forward to meet them as soon as posible againns.
And I ended yesterday with full of satisfaction and happiness!
Now everything I neeed to know is clearly explained.
And erm, I so love him lar shey !! xD

Oh yah ! And I so wanna have a meet up together with Bil, Ramona, Sufiyan & Fifi =D
New friends are Lovees (:

Alryte thats all for now, Bila can't wait ready :P
Loves. AYYS.

2009-07-25T11:03:00.000-07:00

KANINA CIBAI -___-"

K sorry but I can't help it but to say it.
WHERE ARE YOU SIAAA MUMMYYYYYYYY???
Called and u didn't pick upp!!
Its already 2+AM .
Where the hell are you ehyy. Jgn mcm2 siols.
PFfffttt. Argghhhhhhhh.

K what happened today?
Hmm, went out and kiss mums hand.
She saes shes going out with some1.(I know who)
Then she was joking around saying she'll not be back home.
WTF??

Then went to meet dearest Nabila anak Ali ni.
Went to airport, had BK and talk about something.
And for the first time in her life, She can't finish a burger cause of ME .
Goodd isn't it? (:
Then went to Marina to watch fireworks and compose a deadly funniest song everr.
Nope, not complete yet. :P
Ermm met all those cuties love ones who is Nadia, Syahirah and the crazy Hafiz.
Haha. I wished FieFie was there too :(
And yea, thanks alot Nad for the Famous amos ;)
Saw some groups of people I know..
Then after few hours there, went back home taking cab with them.
And Nabila gave me a HUG. hee.

Okayy thats all for todayy,
AYYS (: / ):

2009-07-24T06:55:00.000-07:00

haixx, I dont know why sometimes, when I like a person..
Everything seems right at first sight, but after some times...
Everything about him just seems wrong.
Is it me or am I just confusinng myself ?
I just don't know what to do now..
Im just paranoid bout the things n the people around me now.
And I really hate this feeling.
I've found out something I don't like about him.
I mean, am I just for fun?
Its like whatever siaa.

klah, enough bout this shyte.

2009-07-23T18:23:00.000-07:00

Ohh maynn, Im at school again right now.
Well I gotta tell you that I am fxcking happy !!
Fie just msg me yesterdayy. Oh godd, I feel really good. (;
But still Im worried bout her condition now.
I hope shes gonna get well soons.

N yeaa! I've got a date today and so is Nabila baybehh. xD
Hee! Can't wait Can't wait!
Haha Anuar presentatiom was hilarious !
haaha, N hes really sweet mayn. Power ah Ash !
haha. Alright, lessons over, gotta go to the next class =P

Thats all now, Loves AyysBby ;]

2009-07-22T18:12:00.000-07:00

Hello ! ;]

Whee Im in school now, bored bored bored ! Now having POA.
Pfft and my computer is like really slowww. -___-"

Argh, guess what? I still miss my FIEBBY. Im not sure if shes reading this, I dont think so.
Gosh, I even cried missing her sO muchh. ;(
She didnt even msg me for 2DAYS. Hmph.
I felt as if a precious part of me is now GONE.
SEDEHHH SIAAAAAAAAAAA.

K dah, tomorrow got date. =D
But i dont know if its gonna be a perfect one cause of the sueys Ive been strucked by. =/
Like Fxck sia. Pfft.

By the third week, if the letter come, I'll be getting ready to kill myself =S

And Nabila ! Thanx for being here with me when Im lonely without FieFie ..
I Love you ! (H)

`Ayys is feeling SadSad ;[

2009-07-21T02:49:00.000-07:00

Im just so dissappointed by her atitude.
Shes just not being herself this few weeks and I REALLY MISS HER. ;(
Whats wrong my dear Fi, I just hate seeing eu depressed by sumting.
Goshh, I wish I could just turn back time.

I wish I could help eu with ur probx, but what cann I do... IF eu won't listen..
OHMYGAWD I reLLY MISSH EU. Pffft.
Do eu know that there is really nO1 who could replace eu??

I really wanna meet eu soon B. =)

`Argh yesterday incident really suxcks and changed me. I dont wanna be controlled by that stupid thang.

So Ive decided to throw it away, far away from my life :)

Hmm, and for my love life? I am not readyy for relationship =/
Theres a lot of things I have to foccus on rather than concentrating on having a boyfriend' .

I just wanna have my own piece of life for the moment.
I hope eu dont mind, eu know who eu are =P .

Ayte thats all for today, Lovess AYYS

2009-07-20T03:30:00.000-07:00

this is nabila typing.
ayys is now having an orgasm.
and she basically cant do anything.

on behalf of her, i would like like to thank myself for helping her out for making this blog possible. and helping her to chat with a hot 19 year old italian guy.

thats all for now, pissing off!!